Si saya di semester ini seem to start getting more ansos. It means that I prefer being alone and doing my own stuff compared to hanging out with my friends. Well, I am still hanging out “in the lab though”, talking with my labmates and stuff. But the frequency I spent with my other Indonesian friend in Pullman getting lesser and lesser.
It is perhaps because of I am so nervous about my graduation that is supposed to be this May 2016 that I have to prepare everything, spending more times in the lab and writing and reading. Or well perhaps my comfortability or their comfortability is a little bit unstable then.
I know I am not a really great person. I am really aware of the fact that I have so many lacks here and there that makes me not really a good friend. But the true thing hanging inside my mind cannot be exactly shared here.. just me and Allah perhaps..